Wednesday, February 10, 2010

I -5 senses- YOU!

Do you need your 5 senses to fall in love with someone?!
I asked myself this question after I saw my doctor last week.

She was trying to schedule another ultra sound appointment for me to see my baby to come. I told her that one was enough, that I'm fine...I don't need to see the baby again.

She was surprised: "Don't you want to make sure your baby has 2 legs and 2 arms? Don't you want to know if the baby is a boy or a girl?"

"What if the baby doesn't look right? Will I ask for an abortion? No way!. I'm already in love with this baby, and I am enjoying my pregnancy...and I don't want any "bad" news to ruin my excitement!".

At the end, she said: " You are the mother, it's your decision...and don't worry, no matter what you decide, no one will think less of you!!".

Thank You!

~~~Hearing the heartbeats is more than enough for me right now :)

Then I remembered how I loved Mariyah once I heard her heart beats...and then fell madly in love with her once she started kicking inside...and then couldn't believe my eyes when I first felt her and smelled her...and how delicious she is :)

Then I remembered how I fell in love with Jeeej, online. How I loved hearing his voice and then seeing his picture made me fall in love. Deeper.
and then we met, in person...His smell and his touches made me GO CRAZY!

This baby...I heard the heartbeats:)
I saw on the screen...and these days I feel the tickling inside...
and I am ALREADY in love!

I wonder how it will be like once I feel, smell and taste the baby!

I trust my senses...each one separately and I thank Allah SWT for being so lucky, I have 5 senses working perfectly...

Perfect enough to make me fall in love!