Because it's mine...

While I was pregnant with Mariyah, I tried so hard not to know the gender. But once I saw her on the screen, It was so tempting :p I couldn't resist asking the question: A boy or a girl?!

This time...I decided!
Jeeej doesn't believe I can do it, but here I am, announcing that I don't want to know what's cooking inside right now :)

It's hard not to know...but I want to keep it this way :)
I want to be able to feel it myself, I want to be able to enjoy the strongest connection ever, by myself!

Because as long as the baby is inside, it's mine...
Once it's out...it belongs to the whole world, including me of course!

I would love it if the baby is a girl, simply because I love sisters and I want Mariyah to play with her sister...

Jeeej would love it if it's a boy because he loves variety and because he wants someone to play PS3 with him one day! He gave up on me :p

As for Mariyah, she tells me she wants a sister, and tells jeeej she wants a brother!!!! Typical :p

It's going to be either a boy or a girl...so
whatever it is, it really doesn't matter...what is really important is a healthy baby, inshallah :)

Hello baby inside, you are about the size of a grape right now! And I love grapes and apples and I love pumpkins too! And I can't wait to see you and love you as much as I want :D