Tummy time for Mariyah!Mama once told me that the hardest part of the motherhood's journey is the last month of pregnancy and the 1st after delivery...So far, it's true...
For a while I started to believe that I am having postpartum depression...It all started with me crying whenever I hear her cry, and then crying because of the silliest mishaps happening around! It got worse once Jeeej went back to work after his 2 weeks off! I'm cooling down now...I'm sure it's all hormones and I will get over this all soon inshallah...
The fact that mama couldn't be here with me doubled my crying! I once woke her up at 1 am her time sobbing...asking her to do her best and come over here right away...but the very next day we talked and laughed about it!
I need a vacation! Sometime off!
I'm heading North tomorrow! I will be away from home for a week...We both will miss Jeeej so much! But we all need this...
I hope I will be able to relax and take it easy:) No laptop, no phone calls...nothing!
