Fifty...

In fifty days I will be a mother!!!

How do I feel?!

I have NO idea!

Excited...
Worried...
Anxious...
Ready...
Happy...
Scared...
Hungry...
Confused...
Excited again!

I feel there are tons of things I want to do before she arrives...trying to say good bye to my "freedom" but at the same time, knowing that I will be enjoying life differently when she is here, I think again and decide to relax and take it easy...

Shopping and getting ready for the new one is not done yet! It'll never be done...I mean there will always be more stuff to get...
I just hope we'll have the basic stuff ready by the time she arrives :)

The fact that mama won't be able to make it and be here for me when I give birth is so confusing...but I try to think about the bright side...It's going to be OK! Jeeej is going to be here for me...and inshallah we'll both learn and experience the whole thing by ourselves! Learning the hard way is the best, No?!

50 days...and we'll be born again! This time as parents, not babies!

Pray for us :)