I spend a lot of time alone here in CA...unless I am busy giving classes during the week, or hanging out with Jeeej on his days off, Wednesdays -sometimes- and Thursdays. It's a totally different life style I'm living here...and I guess everyone finds it hard to adapt at the beginning, and it takes time...I'm doing good, Driving here makes it a lot easier, more than I have thought...
Back in Amman, living in a busy home of seven made it a challenge for me to survive this kind of life I'm living...and I knew this would be it, and I'm not complaining, it's just different...Those who know me well, can tell that I'm a homey girl...I enjoy gatherings at home more than hanging out...I find it really nice to spend sometime with myself alone every single day...Some might think I'm a lazy girl, I just consider it a kind of relaxation :) because once it gets busy and wild...you find me jumping from one spot to another...
Do I find myself lonely here?! No, I don't think so...but when I'm alone, I always do my best to fill up my time with something I enjoy doing...blogging world is taking a lot of my time, I'm back to the cooking mood these days...I call Jeeej whenever I feel like talking, I read...and time passes really quick, especially when you have plans ahead...that you can't wait for, I really hope it all goes well:)
Today, I kissed my husband good bye...For the first time since September last year, we are spending 2 night away from each other. I know it's nothing at all...compared to the long months we've spent away from each other during our engagement period...but still...I think these 2 days he is spending in Arizona are going to be the longest ever...
Some people said, it's nice to have a break away from each other every once in a while...I just don't know...Husbandi told me it's going to be a good practice for the upcoming longer trips we'll have away from each other soon...
When I think of other people who have had lived their whole life having family members travelling all the time, and when I see that they still live a normal life and some of them living a great one -Like Summer -, it makes it easier for me to think about the whole thing...I just felt like talking about it...and now I feel better:)
Today, Tomorrow and the day after, I'm glad that they are going to be busy ones for me, I have 9 students to teach, and I'm sure Jeeej will be back before I know it!
I will miss you Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeej... and my first "mo3ajjanat sabanikh" will be -hopefully- waiting for you, with me:D -ANY IDEA ANYBODY?!- HELLLLLLLLLLPPPP....


